This will be quick and straight to the point.
I will say whatever you want to hear but continue to do what I please. I hate questions with motives about my actions. Especially if I am offended by what your asking or if the answer is obvious! I will give you the answer you want and walk away and laugh!
I sell dreams! Goodnight!
End
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Ownership
This is just an informative piece!
Family, friends and strangers, whoever may read my blog I honestly hope you enjoy it. Please do not come into this under the impression that this is the same side of Stephanie that you see at family events or at the mall! This blog is a release for me. If I offend please take your mouse and move to top right of this page. Do you see the X please click! GOODBYE!
I will not censor my language or thoughts for anyone! This is MY blog. I appreciate the readers and comments but if you "can't take it I am not going to pull out" <-Things like that may occur again and again. In other words I write what I want and it won't change!
I have ownership!
Thanks or Goodbye
END
Family, friends and strangers, whoever may read my blog I honestly hope you enjoy it. Please do not come into this under the impression that this is the same side of Stephanie that you see at family events or at the mall! This blog is a release for me. If I offend please take your mouse and move to top right of this page. Do you see the X please click! GOODBYE!
I will not censor my language or thoughts for anyone! This is MY blog. I appreciate the readers and comments but if you "can't take it I am not going to pull out" <-Things like that may occur again and again. In other words I write what I want and it won't change!
I have ownership!
Thanks or Goodbye
END
Masturbation
Ay! Caught your attention!!
The title symbolizes my lifestyle! I am always in it for myself. I am going to please myself before anyone else. I am 19 years old with no responsibility this is my time! I am going to be selfish and maybe a little indecisive. I live for me and only me. I love myself and I'm going to DO me!
Take my advice and "masturbate"
END
The title symbolizes my lifestyle! I am always in it for myself. I am going to please myself before anyone else. I am 19 years old with no responsibility this is my time! I am going to be selfish and maybe a little indecisive. I live for me and only me. I love myself and I'm going to DO me!
Take my advice and "masturbate"
END
Stephanie Documentation 17
I am not perfect!
I don't care about your feelings!
I have flaws and so do you, so remember that.
I'm me and I continue to grow into a better me. I am myself approved and verified!
I don't care about your feelings!
I have flaws and so do you, so remember that.
I'm me and I continue to grow into a better me. I am myself approved and verified!
Employment
I believe that Wendy International has a conspiracy to get rid of me!! I think they have been working on it for months cause its pretty good! They continue to schedule me with people they know I cannot stand. I continue to inform my managers that they are going to have to give the police report when I slap someone! They laugh as I look for weapons! They are trying me guys and I am losing!
END
END
Worst 25
My family is big on religion and a strong relationship with God! I love that and I mosy definitely respect it. I am more than aware that everyone is not perfect and we all make mistakes but when people constantly point them out it gets old. When it gets old my attitude gets brand new. Who are you to judge? I apologize your life has amounted to nothing and your miserable but I do not want to be your company. Save your speeches on how others could be better and work on yourself. I am me and I love it. I hate that I let you ruin my Christmas. Your demons killed my holiday spirit and your disrespect made my stomach hurt. Your sad excuse for a positive christian influence makes me life. Be thankful that I pray for my enemies!
END
END
Friday, December 18, 2009
Friday, December 11, 2009
Attitude
Let me tell you about the death trap that my school had me in this week, a week before exams at that. I did not need all that undue stress. Due to 60 mph my window decides it wants to crack. From top to bottom that is! Then my heat decides it does not want to work. So of course I complain and these fools tell me make a work order request! WHAT? I am not requesting nothing I am demanding somebody with some tools to come over here fix this. My window is cracked and they act like my kitchen sink got a leak. Please go somewhere with that. So I leave because I cannot stay in these unlivable conditions. I come back TWO days later and my room is still cold and and window still cracked. I am not paying thousands of dollars to live in the projects. My name is not Zaquenna and I do not have 6 kids and 5 baby daddys. People around here need to treat me like my name is Becky and I got a trust fund. SMH!
I always gotta act a fool to get something done. They got me barging into the housing directors office and snapping on the head of maintence. "Listen here Bob the Builder go get one of your little workers to fix my heat before I really do some damage to that room and give yall a full week of work". I was asked to leave. I did not leave. So then I was escorted to my room but when I got there guess what? I was met by two men that were there to work on my heat!
I always gotta act a fool to get something done. They got me barging into the housing directors office and snapping on the head of maintence. "Listen here Bob the Builder go get one of your little workers to fix my heat before I really do some damage to that room and give yall a full week of work". I was asked to leave. I did not leave. So then I was escorted to my room but when I got there guess what? I was met by two men that were there to work on my heat!
Hate It
Can I tell you what I hate?!?
When I let people BORROW money and they take their sweet time trying to give it back!!
When I let you borrow money honey I am like a bill!! Pay me back as soon as you receive some money or im calling and if i had stamps I would mail you a letter! I do not care if it was five dollars give me my money! People these days be trying to test me! Then you owe me money and I see you at the mall. Excuse me Miss. Broke or Mr. NoCash ...donde esta mi dinero?!? You better be buying me something while you at the mall or out to eat!! Do not let me catch you with nothing new when you own me money. Not a hat, belt, earing, bracelet, bobbypin, cologne, socks, bodywash toothbrush or laundry detergent! When I say nothing I mean nothing. If i do not have my money within two weeks consider me all in your business and in your face. I will be worse than the IRS !
I really hate that.
When I let people BORROW money and they take their sweet time trying to give it back!!
When I let you borrow money honey I am like a bill!! Pay me back as soon as you receive some money or im calling and if i had stamps I would mail you a letter! I do not care if it was five dollars give me my money! People these days be trying to test me! Then you owe me money and I see you at the mall. Excuse me Miss. Broke or Mr. NoCash ...donde esta mi dinero?!? You better be buying me something while you at the mall or out to eat!! Do not let me catch you with nothing new when you own me money. Not a hat, belt, earing, bracelet, bobbypin, cologne, socks, bodywash toothbrush or laundry detergent! When I say nothing I mean nothing. If i do not have my money within two weeks consider me all in your business and in your face. I will be worse than the IRS !
I really hate that.
Why I don't care
No one is perfect and we are built to face problems. That is my definition of a human. We are also built to come over these problems. A problem can mean many different things, people and situations. What I am going to talk about today is the problems dealing with people.
As humans we cannot please everyone and I have accepted that along time ago. It seems odd to me when people announce there dislike for something I do or said, or just for me and they are surprised by my reaction. Or lack of reaction I should say
And this is why...
Why should I stress over you? Who are you to me? What can you do for me? If your existence is pointless to my future success why should I care that you do not like me? If someone can give me a illegitimate answer to those questions than maybe I will change the way I think.
Why don't you pay some of these bills! Why don't you cut a check for this tuition! Then I will consider giving you the privilege of being on mind.
-END
As humans we cannot please everyone and I have accepted that along time ago. It seems odd to me when people announce there dislike for something I do or said, or just for me and they are surprised by my reaction. Or lack of reaction I should say
And this is why...
Why should I stress over you? Who are you to me? What can you do for me? If your existence is pointless to my future success why should I care that you do not like me? If someone can give me a illegitimate answer to those questions than maybe I will change the way I think.
Why don't you pay some of these bills! Why don't you cut a check for this tuition! Then I will consider giving you the privilege of being on mind.
-END
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Stephanie Documentation 15
I hate when people hint at stuff. Let me know. Say what is on your mind. I was momentarily annoyed until I realized you don't mean anything!
END
END
Monday, December 7, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Dora the Explorer mad me mad
I really hope the title of this blog does not stray you away from READWITHCAUTION! Let me first say that I like Dora, I always have. Boots and Backpack too, Map sort of annoys me but I accept Dora and all her friends. I love that she speaks Spanish and is friends with a monkey, this teaches kids to accept diversity. It is fine to be friends with people who are not exactly like you, that is my favorite aspect of Dora. But what I just viewed was the wrong message to send to kids and I am confused as to why Dora was on at 8 PM, but let me get to the point.
Swiper the lovable theif on the show which I feel is unnesearry anyways stole everybodys presents and the star on the Christmas Tree or something like that. I only seen the end. Bottom line he ruined Christmas and lets face he attempts to take somehing every episode. Not cool.
What made me mad was Dora jumping up so quick to give up her presents to Swiper and talking about she cares about and wants to share! What the hell?!? Uh No Dora! You let him know he was wrong and he needs to deal with the consequences of doing something bad. She was way to quick and enthusiastice to forgive and give up her goods! (Take that how you want to)
I understand that this is a childrens show and maybe it is not the serious but WHATEVER. I wouldn't want my daughter coming home talkin about "I gave it to him", "I know he steals from me but I forgive him". She would get slapped. I am not saying it is good to hold grudges but we cannot be all "willy nilly" either. I am just saying!
NO BUENO!
END!
Swiper the lovable theif on the show which I feel is unnesearry anyways stole everybodys presents and the star on the Christmas Tree or something like that. I only seen the end. Bottom line he ruined Christmas and lets face he attempts to take somehing every episode. Not cool.
What made me mad was Dora jumping up so quick to give up her presents to Swiper and talking about she cares about and wants to share! What the hell?!? Uh No Dora! You let him know he was wrong and he needs to deal with the consequences of doing something bad. She was way to quick and enthusiastice to forgive and give up her goods! (Take that how you want to)
I understand that this is a childrens show and maybe it is not the serious but WHATEVER. I wouldn't want my daughter coming home talkin about "I gave it to him", "I know he steals from me but I forgive him". She would get slapped. I am not saying it is good to hold grudges but we cannot be all "willy nilly" either. I am just saying!
NO BUENO!
END!
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Undefined Change
It always seems to happen in my friendship and it always has annoyed me. There had not been one friend where it has not happened and I don't get it.
Is there actually a problem or is it me blowing things out of proportion.
A shift in a friendship or a change that makes it awkward. No one is mad but the air is different.
Well it always happens but never really lasts that long. Me and my friend Raven had this "undefined change" and thank God it is over! We are finally getting back to normal and it's great. I wish all of you could experience the mess that is Raven. I mean mess is the most positive aspects! Lol
END
Is there actually a problem or is it me blowing things out of proportion.
A shift in a friendship or a change that makes it awkward. No one is mad but the air is different.
Well it always happens but never really lasts that long. Me and my friend Raven had this "undefined change" and thank God it is over! We are finally getting back to normal and it's great. I wish all of you could experience the mess that is Raven. I mean mess is the most positive aspects! Lol
END
Stephanie Documentation 14
Your actions disgust me. Your attitude annoys me. Your lifestyle needs major improvements. I am disgusted and annoyed.
Investment
Have you ever felt the security in knowing that someone is never going to go anywhere? No matter what you say or what you do they will always be there. I hope you can appreciate that, because a lot of people do not have that type of person in their life. If you do have this person you should thank them for being who they are.
Always remember to invest your time appropriately. Remember the people who will be there in the end. Make a good investment and the outcome will be great. Something that you can benefit from in the end.
END
Always remember to invest your time appropriately. Remember the people who will be there in the end. Make a good investment and the outcome will be great. Something that you can benefit from in the end.
END
Friday, December 4, 2009
Defintion of a Man
A man is not defined by how many women they have had.
A man is not defined by how many children they have or how much money they make.
A man is defined by what he does and what he has accomplished.
A man is defined by the company he keeps and the example he sets
You are a sad excuse for a man and I have searched my whole entire being looking for a shred of respect that I have for you and I cannot find any. I used to have sympathy for you and make excuses in my head. Now when I think of you I feel absolutely nothing. No sadness nor anger. I will not waste the energy to think of your insignificant existence in correlation to my life. I feel sorry for the people that are forced to be around you. I will pray for them and I only pray that someone in the world is praying for you. Because at this point I cannot even bring my self to do so. I am extremely disappointed in you as a son, a brother most importantly a father.
You are a male, not a man!
You should be ashamed.
END
A man is not defined by how many children they have or how much money they make.
A man is defined by what he does and what he has accomplished.
A man is defined by the company he keeps and the example he sets
You are a sad excuse for a man and I have searched my whole entire being looking for a shred of respect that I have for you and I cannot find any. I used to have sympathy for you and make excuses in my head. Now when I think of you I feel absolutely nothing. No sadness nor anger. I will not waste the energy to think of your insignificant existence in correlation to my life. I feel sorry for the people that are forced to be around you. I will pray for them and I only pray that someone in the world is praying for you. Because at this point I cannot even bring my self to do so. I am extremely disappointed in you as a son, a brother most importantly a father.
You are a male, not a man!
You should be ashamed.
END
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Amusing
I find it beyond hilarious when people are angry with me for the things that I love about myself. So many people wish I acted a different way so that they can have their way with me.
I will never apologize for having morals.
I will never apologize for being strong.
If you do not like this please move on because these are two things that will never change. I am incapable of lowering myself to disrespectful standards to please others. Those who care will want my happiness and they will understand.
I am so unusually amazing. I act this way because I am blessed and thankful! You should try it!
While they are angry, I laugh.
END
I will never apologize for having morals.
I will never apologize for being strong.
If you do not like this please move on because these are two things that will never change. I am incapable of lowering myself to disrespectful standards to please others. Those who care will want my happiness and they will understand.
I am so unusually amazing. I act this way because I am blessed and thankful! You should try it!
While they are angry, I laugh.
END
Have you met them
This is something I think about sometimes. It always happens to cross my mind!
Do you think you have met your spouse?
I don't even mean an ex girlfriend or boyfriend, do you believe that you know who your spouse is going to be. Are they in your life right now ? A friend or even a coworker? Maybe a current enemy that you miss....
Hope this made you think!
-END
Do you think you have met your spouse?
I don't even mean an ex girlfriend or boyfriend, do you believe that you know who your spouse is going to be. Are they in your life right now ? A friend or even a coworker? Maybe a current enemy that you miss....
Hope this made you think!
-END
Stephanie Documentation 13
I always seem to exaggerate everything. I don't know why.
I am going to take it back a little but stick with me.
"Breathe, stretch, shake , let it go"
Lol
It works!
End
I am going to take it back a little but stick with me.
"Breathe, stretch, shake , let it go"
Lol
It works!
End
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Thin Line
Where is line drawn?! When am I not supposed to care?! I know there is a difference between giving advice and giving orders. It may have taken me awhile to learn this but I did. When I know something is wrong should I say something?! Or do I wait to be approached? What if the situation goes to far? I always want to help my friends but never know what is too much. Lately I have not been saying anything but I am starting to think that silence is not golden. Please define this line for me.
Be harmless not helpful....maybe. I am really unsure!
Be harmless not helpful....maybe. I am really unsure!
Oppurtunities
I hate to see when people do not take advantage of the opportunities that are in front of them. It never made sense to me and it never will. Better yourself by any means possible. Do not settle for less.
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